POST of TEARS

Assalamualaikum;

Yes, I mean it! But only for HER...

Well, not really in a good mood when I'm writing this post. A bit sad and lonely. Haishh!

If you read this, I just want to know why you did this to me? Why you break my heart? Why suddenly you become like this? Why you make your own decision? Why you never think about my feeling? Why you never think about our mission of being together? Why you think our lovely memories and said that you still want to be with me? Why...? Why...? Why...?

WHYYYYYY.........!!!!!!???????

Hmmm...

My story. I think you guys can guess my situation now. But if you don't know, can asked your friends or Google search. Hahaha!

I did a small mistake during my trip to Beijing, China (NOT WHAT U THINK OKAY!). Well, its all about birthday wish. Not because I forgot the day. Just a bit late to wish her birthday.

Well, I didn't mean it. I wish her birthday 4 days late, but I already wish her 4 days earlier before my departure. But I wanna make some surprise for her. I bet you all will do the same think for your love one. But this time is my bad. I should thing twice before I did that. SUCH A FOOL OF ME!!

She's really a nice girl that I ever meet in this cruel world. She took care of me when I in lost. She did everything for me. She make me happy & laugh a lot. She's very pretty too =) But I always make she cry, mad at her without any reason & anyhow scold her. My bad =( But i LOVE her.

"You guys have same face", "You guys is a cute couple", "You guys like twins". The words that people said to describe how sweet we are as a couple. Honestly, I'm proud. Yes! we really a cute and crazy couple. One more time, I'm proud, proud with this relationship.

But now, it's all over. I don't blame her who made this decision. I respect. I admit it is my fault. I am sorry. But I don't understand why we can do like other couples do. Sit together and discuss, and try to fix a problem between each other.

Hmmm..there's still some space in my heart that i reserved it for you. I hope, I really hope that we can get back together as a cute couple.

Guys if you read this, please help me to tell her that I love her so much. Tell her that I wait for her everyday. Tell her to forgive me, because I will forgive her for what she did. Tell her that she really important in my life.

I think that's all. Can't stop this tears of man.

Last but not least. Dear my love Nadia Yushalini, if you read this, you are everything for me. 3 years I try to catch you. I did all my best for 3 years to make you happy. But if you are not happy with me, please... GIVE ME A CHANCE. I'LL FIX IT ALL. 

All i asked for is a chance.... =(

It's been a YEAR!!!

::Assalamu'alaikum

WaaaaaaHhhhhhh...!!! Haha...!!!

Sorry, sawan sekejap.
It's been a year X masuk dalam blog CAMERATUA ni and update something.

Start to thing that this blog name SUCKS! 

Hmmmm~~~

Well, a lot of thing happened and changed to me, my family, my friends & people around me during past 1 year.

BITCH PLS, I'M NOT GONNA TELL YOU.

SO DON'T HOPE...!!! HAHA...!!!

But thank to Allah, they all being well, except people around me! =)

Well than,
We will see how. Since that I have a new SAMSUNG notebook (Credit to SAMSUNG).

I Just F***ing Love Samsung Brand...!!!

Some more, nowadays got so many things to do and to be done.
-A lot of work.
-A lot of responsibility.
-A lot of MONEY.
-A lot of SLEEP...!!!

I'll update something if I have time!

p/s: .....zzzzZZZzzzZzz.....

..ASSALAMUALAIKUM..

Amboi bukan main lama diri ku menyipi di laman Blog-Ku ini.

Hahahahaa~!

"CUTI SUDAH HABIS BRO!"

Siapa nak tahu @ menpunyai perasaan ingin tahu ape yang aku buat selama "percutian-ku"?

Tolong angkat tangan.....!!!!

"GOOD, I will give u all an A's for final exam ^..^"

Hmmmm...Actually there is nothing special about my vacation...

Because I never had any vacation you MORON!

Hahahahaaaaaa I know its not funny (^_^")

Well, sebenaq-nya aku telah melebarkan masa depan ku di alam pekerjaan. Sebagai seorang Electrical Technician yang agak nk @ sikit lagi @ hampir-hampir berjaya. zzZZzzzZz~

"Alhamdulillah, baguih anak mak ni ada kerja"

Tapi 6 bulan je laa mak..hehe!

"Hampeh punya anak, orang swoh kerja elok2, Ang pi main2"

.................???? (^_^")

Tidak perlu-lah hamba memetik nama company yang agak malang mengambil aku kerja tuh.

Nanti xada orang pulak nak datang keghoje kat situ..

This is because, the company is full of "maki hamun", "sumpah seranah", "jampi-jampe", dan banyak lagi la yang boleh menguji kesabaran korang yang agak cepat hilang sabar tu.

"Well, at least I make it till 6 month. YEAH!"

Company ni ada seorang supervisor yang berbangsa Cina dan tunggu mase nak "kiook"

PERH! dia punya mulut, aku ingat memang xpernah cover dengan insuran rasenya.

(Hmmmm, ada ke insuran untuk mulut......??)

But luckily orang tua ni memang hentak budak2 foreigner je, entah apa yang de benci sangat dekat mamat-mamat Myanmar, Bangla ni aku pon xtau.

Kadang-kadang mata aku yang ayu ni pon kesian tengok budak-budak ni kene hentam je.

Ish ish sih kesiaaan.......

Tapi Allah S.W.T tu Maha Adil.

Satu petang yang redup, langit dilitupi awan yang biru, angin sepui-sepui bahasa.

(Da macam novel la pulak....Choi! Hahaha!)

Orang tua ni telah memaki aku dengan perkataan yang agak mengguris hati-ku.

Aduh! pedihnya seperti daging yang direnjis-renjis dengan limau kasturi.

Tapi wa maintain, wa cool je bro, siap senyum lagi =)

Sayang nya orang tua ni tidak membalas senyuman-ku yang manis, malah dicurahkan lagi dengan kasih sayang yang teramat sangat dengan melibatkan keluarga-ku. Apa lagi........

BER-DESUB.....!

Keadaan diam seketika, diriku dan dirinya diam terkaku, mamat-mamat Myangla (Myanmar + Bangla) pon syiok menyaksikan scene yang hebat!

Apa lagi.....

Tangan ku singgah di muka mu la....!

Hahahahahha! Itu pasal la 6 bulan je!

So, sekarang...................................................................

Tanam anggur la saya ='(

p/s: Please have RESPECT! daaaaaa~~

:: Selamat Hari Ibu

Assalamualaikum,

"it's MOTHER's DAY !!!"

8 May pada setiap tahun, kita akan menyambut atau dengan perkataan yang paling sesuai ialah menghargai.. jasa dan pengorbanan ibu yang telah mengandungkan, melahirkan, membesarkan, dan menjaga kita bagai..

'menatang minyak yang penuh...'

Sebelom tiba 8 May, korang yang bergelar anak ni mesti akan pecah pale memikir ape present yang nak diberikan kat ibu masing2.. ade nak beli key-chain la, bagi bunga tahi ayam la, beli ikan laga suroh mak korang bakar la.. Haha! penink kan.. Tapi ingat, walaupon semahal cincin batu caves hadiah korang tu.. tetap takkan dapat membalas jasa baik mak kita.. Sebaiknya tak perlu la korang membalas-jasa baik mereka dengan kebendaan.. sebab memang tak kan terbalas pon.. kan lebih elok klau kite be-SEDERHANA.. melainkan klau itu kehendak ibu masing2 la okay..

Untuk anak-anak yang wallet just ade kad pengenalan @ duit syiling 5sen (tu pon klau nasib).. bagi kad ucapan pon dah cukop.. sesungguhnye kad ucapan itu lebih berharge daripada hadiah yang harge mcm cincin batu caves tadi.. sebab ucapan tu datang dari hati korang sendiri.. jimat pon jimat.. aku boleh jamin hati mak korang confirm tersentuh melihat nukilan anak-anak dorang.. 

So kat bawah ni ade la sepatah dua ucapan yang aku tulis sendiri!! datang dari hati aku sendiri!!.. Haha! aku gunakan perkataan "We" sebab aku nak share dengan korang.. tak kedekut tu.. Hehe.. korang boleh la tukar kpd name sendiri atau masokkan name ibu korang.. mane la tau nak cari ayat pon korang jam pale.. sebab aku pon penat memikir ayat2 nih..

Kepada semua kaum wanita yang sudah bergelar dan akan bergelar ibu, mak, mummy, ummi, bonda.. Terutama sekali kepada mama ku yang tercinta Intan Norizan Yahaya.. terimalah ucapan dari anak mu ini... =)

We're sorry...

for all the bad things we have done to you,

if we're being rude to you,

if we make you cry every night,

if we make you worry everyday.

We thank you...

for everything that you gave to us,

for your love that never ends,

for protecting us from mosquitoes, and,

for du'a the best for us.

We will never forget your kindness,

We will not forget your sacrifices, and,

We always LOVE you so much mother.

:: Happy Mother's Day ::

p/s: sayangi ibu korang sepenuh hati selagi mereka berada di depan mata korang!

:: keRINDUan

Assalamualaikum,

Perh! gua punya rindu betol-betol tak boleh handle la beb...haha!

Saya ni rindu kekasih saya ni, bala...bala....

Hmmm last kami bertembong mata sesama mata, bulan 2 (February) yang lepas. Tahun ni laa guys, tak kan tahun gajah pulak kan... Then hampir 3 bulan tak jumpe tuuuuu.

Ape agaknye segerombolan ladies akan rase ek

kalau tak dapat cubit boys dorang 3 bulan???

Hahahahaha.....!!!

Tu la pasal, ceq nak sedih pon ada, bosan pon ada, jam pala lutut pon ada, rindu lagi la ada. Hahaha! Tapi Allah Maha Pemurah. Akhirnya lepas 3 bulan dapat jugak kami bertembong mata sesama mata lagi. Time tu punya la seronok, seperti dunia kami yang punya.

Tapi sayangnye masa berlalu dengan cepat betol, betol-betol punya cepat, cepat pon tak betol macam cepat time tuh, cepatnyeeeeee... Cit! Ape aku merapu nih! Hmmm kami terpaksa berpisah untuk sementara waktu LAGI! dan ini semua angkara SUKOP (sukan antara UiTM).

Tu laaaa, gatai sangat nak pi sangat, sekarang hang tanggung la sendiri...

NASIB... NASIB...

p/s: hargailah kekasih anda dan habiskan la selama mane masa yg mungkin selagi anda masih bersamanye =)

:: SMALL problem b'come BIG problem

Assalamualaikum,

lame betoi ceq tak bagi salam dalam blog ni. How you'll guys doing? WHAT!? GADOH!? korang ni macam tau2 aku nak story pasal gadoh. Power you, i LOIKE!

"Masalah kecil je kot...tak perlu la nk besar-besarkan!"

Macam biasa la ayat basi. Kompem ayat ni musti dah lali dgn korang. "Human being"takkan terlepas dri buat salah atau masalah...tak kesah la masalah tu sekecik @ sebesaq mane pon, name nye tetap MASA-E-LAH atau bak kata omputeh problem lah...hehehe!

Sebelom dtg masalah bkn main lagi...

"Cayunx..klau kite ade prob2 kan..ta mo la becar2 kan ea..ea.."

Tapi bile da ade masalah...

"Ni pesal tak angkat call?! dah..stop contact I seminggu!"

Hek-eleh! tak angat call je kot...seminggu perintah berkurung ko bagi kt de! Cube kalau mak ang telepon sat..tuu dia..tak dan nak ringing letak teghoih. Alasan tok sah cite la..tuh! besaq bakuil naaa.. klau dapat lori, besaq lori la alasan ang bagi!

Cuba kita duduk sejenak dan berfikir sebelum bertindak. Peerrh! dah macam penceramah terkenal Dr. Kamtumi plak. Haha! Relax la putera, buat apa hang nak perbesaqkn masalah yang kecik? Si permaisuri pon satu, kami tau mulOt sek2 kaum Hawa ni memang banyak "mulOt2nye", jgn laaa cik puan-cik puan teghuih nak bangkang. Bukan suroh dipijak, tp biaq laki hangpa peghabihkn ayaq mulOt dia dulu. Lepas tu hangpa pulak la yg balun... Haha! awat ceq  backup perempuan nih, mampuih nnt ceq yg kena balun nanti...tak boleh lebih2.. Dangerous.

Hmm jangan la hangpa buat lagu tu na...dah la tak best, tak syiok lg, tambah tak fun plak tu.. Haha! Mari la kita amalkan sikap TOLERANSI dan KOMUNIKASI. Sebab sikap ni dapat menyihatkan hubungan korang2 yg dah tak berape nk sihat tu.. Bende boleh settle bro!

p/s : Sesungguhnya yang baik itu datang daripada Allah S.W.T. dan yang buruk itu datang daripada diri sendir......

:: sengkek

fuhhh...!

money here, money there,

money everywhere DUDE!!!

SHIT! is there any place that money isn't the main thing???

*bluuurrr*

YES! WE HAVE DUDE!
IT'S... 

GRAVE

HAHAHA!

masuk kubur pon kene bayar laa brother. tanah pon banyak mahal sikalang ma!

SoOOOoo~
 we do need money in this world
we're N O T H I N G without money bro & sis!
even we knew that money is only
WORLD GAME!
nasib.....nasib.... =)

"Kita kalau nak hidop ni ye, duit adalah sgt penting ye,
 jadi...pesanannye di sisni...buat setakat ini itu je lah"

no MONEY, no TALK!!!

 

   

p/s : SAVE ur money from now on!!! cuz u will need it...  

:: camping PART 2

masa: 6.00 pm (TEPAT!)
tempat: umah sewa Coner Lot

it's PART 2! guys. lets continue.

pagi sabtu. pukol 7 bdk2 CLXs still lg terbongkang, terkangkang xbgon2. JANJI MELAYU!

masing2 cito nk bgon awal. tapi HARAM!

1st DAY

:: Siang

pukol 7.30 set2 CLXs da terpacak dekat depan bas dgn mate masing2 bengkak tak cukop tidoq. rajin sgt jadi burung hantu malam2. Hahaha!

:: tggu ntok bergerak ::

time ni bleh bantai budak2 pempuan ta sampi lg. Perh! nak touch-up beria-ia sgt buat ape. "Tension aku dgn ank si Mamat nih!" bukan nk pegi candle-light dinner pownnnn. nak pegi camping je kot kak limah oiiii~ sampi Jerangkang nnt kene kokak dek nyamok jgk....

"Sabar je laaaa!"

pukol 8.15 baru dapek bertolak ke Jerangkang. perjalanan de mmg HARD CORE! 1st ktorg naik bas dulu sampi r&r Maran, then ktorng kne naik lori yg amik masa 4 jam ntok sampe kt tmpt yg dituju. da la jalan yg mcm lakhanat!, atas lori plak sesak dgn umat2 yg da xsabar nk terjun sungai. masing2 layan pale dah mcm naik 4-by-4 versi lori plak.

:: loading da lori ::

sampi je kt sane, khemah la bende yg pertame skali di dirikan. nk dirikan solat tak masok waktu lg. Huhu! after dirikan khemah, aktiviti seterusnye ialah bebas. ape BEBAS?! Hahaha! terjun sungai la jawapannye! "SANG BELALAI" pun memulakan lah hari pertama mereka dgn memandi sungai. Yaaahooo~

:: mandi-mande ::

:: Malam

aktiviti mlm ktorng ialah NIGHT WALKING!

yg seronoknye, aktiviti ni aktiviti on-da-spot. sbb dapat plan pon time tu gaks. sebbek fun gilerrr!

briefing from expert is really2 important for this activity. dgn banggenye :~

"Kawan2... SOLLLEEHHH!"

(die lagi....tension aku...)

lalu Encik Soleh pon berucap la dgn ucapan nye yg lawak tp tak berapa nak menghiburkan hati ktorng yg keras dan menyampah. pukol 10 tepat, Alhamdulillah~ maknenye Soleh da hbis berucap la tuh. Hahahaha! ktorng pon start perjalanan dgn lafaz bismillah dan doa yg dibacakan Sayuti (bdk junior)...Hati msing2 pon da start sayup, gemuruh, cuak, suke pon ad gak....aku pon xtau knape. tp dalam hati aku ad gak berharap dapat jumpe pape tgh2 hutan tu nnt. Perh! aku berani siot! Hahaha! nasib bek tak jmpe, tp frust la brader...

2nd DAY

:: Siang

"Wuuueenng! weng!" , tu la bunyi yg pertame skali ak dgaq lpas blk dri bulan (tido la tu). ape lagi dlm hati  aku "CILAKE! punye scrambler, aku nk tido la"...free2 kne maki dgn aku. BTW, lupe nk bgtau time camping nih. ad bdk2 4-by-4 dgn bdk2 scrambler yg camping skali kt situ. tp buat hal msing2 laaa...

:: it's me kt tingkat 17 ::

JUNGLE TRACKING! aktiviti ktorng pg tuh. actually aktiviti ni sebenaqnya nk naik tingkat 17 air terjun. tp sbb da redah hutan, kire jungle tracking jgk la tuh. kt tingkat 17 ni ktorng mandi-mande je. air sungai time ni mmg sejuk gile...pagi la katekn. tp sbb gian, kemarok dn gersang sgt, ktorng terjun jgk la. Huhuuu~ after that, ktorng turun blk ke tingkat 1 ntok berkemas2, makan dan dlm pkol 2 ptg cmtu ktorng pon chow!

for overall Jerangkang Waterfall ni memang TERBAIK! yg aku penah pergi.
thats all lah ceritenye ktorng di Jerangkang. rase mcm nk pegi lg je. Huhuhuhuuu....


p/s: more photo dalam pesbook aku yeee~

~peace~